I have no lead in.
So, I have a job, not really a career. I failed with the whole school business- as in I'd be slowly gnawing a leg off if I didn't take a break. And find myself in no committed relationship(s).
That is freeing, you might think.
It is.
It's also scary as balls. It's mostly my fault but here I am, thrust into independent existence with no clue as to what I should be doing with my life. I told Charlotte that I felt like I was floating in the middle of the ocean and she said she felt the same way as we have undergone eerily parallel life events. "At least we're in the same boat," she said. She then clarified that the boat we were in was Friendship and we snorted at each other.
So my next goal is now to go on tour. By tour I mean traipse through towns for a weekish (Toronto, Kingston, London), butt into their open mics, and leave. That will definitely not make me feel more anonymous and free. Oh well. One must have plans!
Sorry for the less-than-entertaining diary-like post. I just wanted to throw these facts at someone so that they feel more real.
That is all.
So, I have a job, not really a career. I failed with the whole school business- as in I'd be slowly gnawing a leg off if I didn't take a break. And find myself in no committed relationship(s).
That is freeing, you might think.
It is.
It's also scary as balls. It's mostly my fault but here I am, thrust into independent existence with no clue as to what I should be doing with my life. I told Charlotte that I felt like I was floating in the middle of the ocean and she said she felt the same way as we have undergone eerily parallel life events. "At least we're in the same boat," she said. She then clarified that the boat we were in was Friendship and we snorted at each other.
So my next goal is now to go on tour. By tour I mean traipse through towns for a weekish (Toronto, Kingston, London), butt into their open mics, and leave. That will definitely not make me feel more anonymous and free. Oh well. One must have plans!
Sorry for the less-than-entertaining diary-like post. I just wanted to throw these facts at someone so that they feel more real.
That is all.
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