Well, tomorrow's a P.D. day, so all is well.
Hello three day weekend.
So tomorrow, Kryster and I will go to my mom's friend's daycare to babysit and/or dog sit.
That is correct, Krysta will have to wake up before 7:20. Twilight was awesome; it had some "seesh" parts but compared to what I expected, That-Guy-From-Harry-Potter did pretty well, and surpassed my standards. It just annoys me that the theater is filled with giggling girls who only read the book once its reviews wormed their way into their favorite teeny-bopper magazine. Every since going to Cantebury last Friday, I want even more to go- so please cross your fingers for me; I'm crossing mine. Literary Arts, here I come. Boys in general are not on my mind. I am quite happy with my single status and since that "relationship", I have had the good smacked back into me. I'll talk to you later, once I have something entertaining.
PS: Krysta must make Sarah proud...very proud. Krysta contact Sarah fast...very fast.

Yes Krysta, that is a hint. Community service hours don't grow on trees.

-Sarah

I'm Back

Yes it has been a long time.
And yes, you probably won't read this until I tell you to because you've given up on checking for updates by now.
But I'm back for now and mine as well fill you in on things.
Well Emma's off to artsy-fartsy school with Beiber look-alikes and "those" drama kids.
Krysta, Jenna and Eric on the other hand are busy meddling...
And I'm thinking maybe I'll go with their wisdom-and-friendship advice and see if things can work out after all with Jordan. Someone please write in your blog. :P -sarah

Any minute now.....

So, here I am sitting at my computer waiting for something exciting to happen....any minute now.

5 Minutes Later...

Nothing has happened and my weekend still sucks. I have nothing to do, no one to get a hold of and I have just changed my guitar strings so they keep going out of tune. School sucks; there's drama beneath the surface of stability that is just waiting to bubble up. I miss Emma, who, I hope (by-the-way) has made lots of friends and is happy and one of them is gay. =P. I need to plan a birthday party but the more I think about it, the more I realize maybe I just want the cake and a party may not be in the picture. I'll leave you with the words of wisdom, "The eyes are the nipples of the face." Oh teehee. -sarah

Happy Birthday To Me.

So here I am, 14. Blah.
Well for one, I feel like crap which is not how birthdays are supposed to be like.
Second, school sucks. It sucks and I'll have to deal with it for a good 200 days. On the plus side, I'll be looking at guitars today..-sarah

If it doesn't kill you, It means you're still alive, Just more miserable.

Well I have to admit I've been slacking off in the blogging department but I have a semi-excuse: no one has written anything since July. I found out otherwise when I checked for updates on Emma's blog and saw that I had missed alot, so here I am, going to inform you about...moi. So, I went to Journey's in Watertown New York mall and I was trying on the knee-highs and this guy (my age-ish, dark brown hair, converse, jeans, dark blue eyes) comes in to try on PURPLE CONVERSE! I am very proud of him for trying to take that plunge of kooliosoness. Anyway his mom said that the knee highs looked cute and I had to inform them that I couldn't get them because I have uniforms. And he said ''Wow.That.Must.Suck" < --- a whole 4 words! Later he turned to me and asked what school I went to. Crap. That practically meant that he wanted to know more about me but that was a 2-hour drive from where I live and is across the country so nothing stood a chance. I am still in mourning about cute converse guy and how he will no longer be in my life. Well he wasn't really "in" my life for more than 10 minutes but the possibilities are endless. That's all for now. Oh and the gangsters are hitting on me now?? I thought there was Emma for that! :P anyway ciao! -sarah

Hmph.

Well my birthday approaches in exactly 2 weeks I will be 14 and have spent two days at the brainwashing facility; school. All I can say is that I have the weekend to look forward to. Literally, it will be potential celebrate-my-birthday weekend. It'll also be one o' those weekends where you get deja vu and think you're back in vacation which is indeed not the case. The first Monday at school will be the worst I say because it'll be the day I realize that I'm gonna be chained down for a long time. On the brighter side of things, Emma's coming back in 3 days. My freakin' birthday is coming. And a new guitar is in the making. Soon I will kidnap Kryster and haul her off to Downtown Limoges for one last day of freedom before school starts. That is all that's happening to me so far. So I'll sign off- one thing I must say is that YOU PEOPLE NEED TO BLOG MORE. I AM REALLY BORED OF READING THE SAME POSTS THINKING THAT YOUR LIVES ARE SO EXCITING THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TIME TO TYPE. POOR SARAH- toodles, -sarah

It's August What?!

It can't be the last half of August.
Not yet. Not ever.
I really am dreading going to school. I had all these dreams where there would be new people, everyone was great and I would be satisfied with school. As soon as I walked in the school to get my uniform, I realized that nothing changes, it will be the same old, same old. I'm technically prepared for school...but not mentally. Mentally there are little 5-year-old versions of me running around inside me head screaming and crying and pounding in my skull. Which is not going to turn out very well. I guess, if this sorta thing actually thing does happen (a meltdown) I guess I should just let it happen, I mean last year I stopped telling anyone how I felt or thought in October and if I felt sad I'd get mad at myself. This year I will have to have a detox. I guess. I just can't see a Christmas vacation in the future. Everything looks so dim. :( -sarah

Happy August 12th.

Well today is nothing exciting, day 2 of my have-nothing-left-to-do-Urinetown-is-gone vacation. Today I got my haircut; same old. So if you remember what it looked like in April it does...again. But I'm shaking things up by trying semi-permanent hair dye (mousse stuff) to see what it would look like with a dark red on the tips of all of my hair. I'll keep experimenting until I find something I like. Today I got a new eyeliner...guess what colour! -I think you know. I now have colours 12, 5, and 6. For the next two days a business partner (Naomi) and myself will be making the music video for "I Kissed a Dog" The main star will be Oliver; the dog, of course. Anywho, I have nothing interesting to say except I am absolutely dreading going to school in the fall. Gym in french!0_o! And the second term will be immersion. Je n'aime pas. So I have decided I will not be as hard on myself next year. I will aller avec le flow. And not stress too much about marks...after all, they're numbers that won't effect chances of getting to university or a good job. I'm in grade 9- I'm supposed to be an idiot! So this year I will officially be experimenting-mellow Sarah. See ya later -Sarah.
PS: JENNA CALL ME

1 Down...8 To Go..

So, today was opening night for Urinetwon, over 100 people came tonight and it went really well. Now I'm waiting to watch X-Files and too lazy to get up and eat something even though I want to. I don't really have much to say - COME TO MY MUSICAL YOU TARDS- so I'll say ciao for noe. Tiny Tom/Sarah

If You're Reading This

Sorry doesn't cut it, I know.
I'm guessing that letting you know I love you won't help either.
I know I don't understand.
I know I don't know what's serious or the big picture.
I know I couldn't have stopped it if I wanted to.
But I'm still sorry.
And I'm still thinking about you.

All the time.

If You're Out There Somewhere Reading This

I'm feeling sick from hyperventilating and crying.
I'm feeling sorry for everything.
I'm accepting your apologies.
I'm still here.
I'm not planning on going anywhere.
And neither should you.

I Kissed A Girl

Well not in the literal sense. But I happen to be listen to Katy Perry and wearing a Rammstein shirt. I'm sure that die-hard Rammstein fans would kill me but I'm too blissful for that. I feel happy...unusually. Despite the fact that I am talking to someone about something rather depressing and thinking about it too- but hey enjoy the weird emotional rollercoaster while it lasts. toodles -sarah

Na...na.na.na. NA NA. nanana!

If you are wondering about the incessent use of ''na" it's because I'm feeling musical. I am in a band. With a very dear friend of mine, Jeknna. She hits the drums and I pull strings on a guitar, in the end, we have "music". Anywho, reminder to Jeknna: practice! Reminder to moi meme: trouver some talent! So A Kersosene Doomsday is the decided name. Or Kerosene Doomsday. Technically it is undecided, but who cares! So this weekend some neighbourhood morons intend on paying me a visit. I must think of some cruel challenge I can give them so they can stay occupied while I lock all the doors. --endless and harmless fun/frustration for them & amusement and safety for me = None other than a win-win situation. Also, I go by Teagan now. If you blog readers care about my name change comment 3 times and I shall post about it. -sarah

BACK!

I was reading friends' blogs and that made me feel quite...separated.
All you guys are saying nice things about me..thanks, of course. I'm just sorry I've been distracted lately and that that has led to our drifting apart.
Jenna, I am so sorry to hear about your uncle. I'm here for you, remember that.
Krysta, now that I can climb the half-pipe, you owe me a trip to...DOWNTOWN LIMOGES!! =P
Eric, I have come up with a brilliant idea and that is that we can do an Otep cover on Sahara & Sally and put it on Youtube! (save the dread for later)
Emma, we must hang out sometime- well duh!
Anywho, I've just been feeling kinda sad that I've been outta the loop lately, without realizing it. -sarah

It'll Be a Long Summer

What can I say? I spent all year waiting for 'summer' to come save me. It's here now and I of courses do not feel "saved". Urinetown takes up a lot of time so hanging out is pretty hard. I just feel lethargic and melancholic. Summer is supposed to come when one needs it most, but I waited out the time of need and it is here and I have nothing to do...write more later...hopefully...-sarah

School's Out

As stated in my title, school is indeed out. But for some weird reason it's out too soon. I don't want to not see Emma at school for a whole year. I don't want to grow up and deal maturely with the responsiblilities that come with high school. I don't want to have summer now because it means my first few weeks will be uber-depressing. I'm not complaining =P. Anywho, on the plus side, the UnSpoiled One may have failed grade 8 and I will not see her next year. Anyway, while everyone was crying, and realizing that the goodbyes they were saying were goodbye-goodbyes I felt numb. No surprises. I actually walked away from my friends in distress and had no idea what I was doing. Now I understand what's going on and only now am I actually feeling anything. See ya. -sarah

The Country That Is Canada...

...is much too big. In some people's minds it's a great thing. Places to build housing developments and farms and preserve wildlife but at the moment, the fact that my native land is so big is the fact that is slowly driving me insane. Really insane. I may not know if a certain person on the other side of the country feels the same about Canada's hugeness, but I can safely say that it sucks. That it's not fair. For someone like me, actually admitting feelings to someone is a big accomplishment. In the case where it's the day before someone flies away (literally) it is a lot of anxiety. So now, I got a hug goodbye at lunch, but I want a thousand more. I spoke my mind yesterday, but I want a thousand days more to do that. A certain someone has left and because I am such and intimacy-phobe I have blown my chances and am swimming in regret. The one thing my scenario has going for it that it doesn't end the same way as Romeo and Juliet do...knock on wood. -sarah

Cinderella-Princess-Chocolate-Lollipops!

Well, I have been gone for a while, I know. For those of you who have faithfully checked regularly for updates, I have this to say to you- screw that- you've probably all stopped reading by now. Anyway, I have found a new passion within myself; Luloo. She has been neglected for months and she's not a novelty anymore. She's like when your baby alligator grows up and is too big to flush down the toilet so you're stuck with it in your closet. I still love her. I just want my skills to improve so I can improve her. News update: Sally likes axes (preferably in her head)! Talk to me for more. Sincerely us,
Sarah AND Luloo

Huh (again)

Well. I am currently recovering from a double sleepover with Emma =P. As soon as she left this cold and potentially rainy evening, my mood dropped. I am now quite ''meh'' at the moment. On the plus side, my hair is straight and I found a bracelet to match my necklace. The Bad Boyz 5 cop (that's my role in it) is rumored to have a new hairstyle- straigh! :p seesh, I really need something decent to talk about. I'll be back later (hopefully) -sarah

The Cattly Thing.

Yes, if you read the title, you'd see that today was The Cattly Thing Day. I had to present a summary of Hercules and the Cattle of Geryon with Kryster, but unfortunately was at the doctor's. Not so sad but hey, it inspired a great title. My grandparents have come from far away to visit for a week, so all is well and the house is unusually tidy. (Courtesy of Yours Truly, Moi.) At the moment I am listening to Sarah Mclachlan so I do not disturb the peace at my house for I'm sure I'd be told to turn down Otep, Rammstein or System of a Down. La la ala la la ala <--try saying that 3x fast. TONGUE TWISTER!!!1 Anyway, I went shopping with Emma and got a grad dress (for her) yesterday. Verry prretty. She got it at the same store that I got mine. I won't give away details because I'm sure she'd rather tell you herself. I also met her Nana (very pleasant lady) and had dinner with her family (minus her dad). At the restaurant I learnt how to use chopsticks; which I can proudly say I ate the whole dinner with. Alas, before I knew I'd be using chopsticks, I was trying to pinch Emma's arm with them--how mature! Hehe...we had fun in the bathroom-- NO not dirty-wise, goofy-wise. See ya! -Sarah

11. Shopping avec Emma demain. X)

sevas tra

Well, I am here, taking a quick break from being in love with otep. About life:
1. I no longer have pink eye--YAY!!!1
2. There was some trouble brewing amongst friends that is luckily gone now.
3. This week was crappy school-wise.
4. Kryster's now 14.
5. I want to eat cookie dough.
6. Bubble, bubble, toil and touble....(you know who has made a surprise almost-appearance in my love life.)
7. I can't wait for summer vacation!
8. I can wait for highschool.
9. Got a haircut.
10. Lalalal-lala

WAITTA MINUTE

Has no one missed me?? :'( I have read all of my friends' blogs and not one of them has mentioned that they are worried that I could have a serious illness. :P

Arghghckckcleig (and other sounds of distress)

Well, I came back from an exciting 14th party of Krysta's with an unhappy eye. Ya see, sticking one's arm in a bean bag is fun (for me) -really fun. But what is apparently more fun is throwing the little styrofoam balls into peoples eyes (for Jenna). :P So, I went to Emma's blind date at the movies for moral support and all the while had my hand on my eye. It was swollen and red and sore. Turns out I had pinkeye. Merci Jenna. So, while the majority of the student population went to school today and yesterday, I was at home with sicknesses (fever&cold accompanied my already-not-quite-enough-suffering-in-the-form-of-pink-eye). So here I am blogging, because I have absolutely nothing more effecient to do. I don't have much to write about seeing as I've been outta the loop so maybe I'll come back tomorrow with something interesting. -sarah

HHMM

So, here I am, writing on my blog and being full of bloggerness. I have nothing much to say. Kryster and I have a regionals science fair thingamabob to go to soon so we need to refresh our memories. I don't know what but something is slipping from my hands, I just haven't put my finger on it (probably because my fingers are busy trying to hold onto the mystery object). I am currently listening to a song called "Bloodmeat" by Protest the Hero. Quite interesting. Well that's all for now, I'm too busy being lazy to write more. -sarah

(peace from Sarah and pose with hair from Emma)

You are reading about a future star...

So, here I am, the future star of "Bad Boyz 5" or 6 - I can't keep track. And you may be curious as to what the future Bond(ish) Girl is up to aside from going to a flashy casino occupied with scheming villains or tanning in a bikini on the beach. Well, I happen to be sitting in my room, eating ice cream (from the tub) with a mini spoon. How sad? I believe that there must be something seriously wrong with me. And since I am eating all of this chocolate-fudge-with-chocolate-chips-in-it-super-fattening-ice-cream, I am probably not going to be a bikini-wearing Bond(ish) Girl in Adam's next movie. That's ok, I'm supposed to be a cop anyway. (in the movie) I got back from Emma's (b.t.w. Emma, send me those pictures) which was a big, exciting thing and am now pooped-out. See ya! -sarah

My Big Return.

Here I am, returned from non-blogging-ness and ready to type. So we wong 5th place at the school science fair (Kryster and I) except I was not there so good job Kryster- regionals, here we come. I can't wait to go shopping avec emma and I am finally sitting here with every part of my room clean (closet, floor, bookshelf, etcetera). I don't have much to say excpet. ADAM, I FEEL VIOLATED!!!1-sarah

Blahhh

Well, got back from birthday party that was at Kryster's house but it was Jeknna's birthday we were celebrating. I'm too lazy to actually write about it so I'll do it in point form:

- We took alot of pictures
- Krysta's has a new name but I will not say it for it is Lent and that would be a double-sin taking the Lord's name in vain.
- I found a demented Easter egg.
- I did not get scared during movie time and held onto Jeknna, I was merely comforting her
- My new theme song is 'this is why I'm hot'
-I now have facial hair thanks to K&J&Prang(not so) washable markers
Quotes:
-'I call top bunk!'
-'Ahhhh, What'd you guys do to my face?!'
-'It won't come off!' (wrapping paper)
-'Wanna slice?'
-'His new name is Mr.Snuggles-Wang'
The end. See ya -sarah

Today I am up awfully early. It may say something different but it is actually 9:47am and it feels like 8:47am because of the time change thingamabob. Today I am going over to Kryster's at what feels like 10am to pick her up and we will then go shopping. Shopping for what? It's a surpirse. Gosh, I'm sneaky--and secretive :P. <---Sorry that was sad. Anyways I intend on eating something unhealthy for breakfast but all the Toaster Strudels are gone! *gasp* Someone ate them all (me). How horrible. Anyways (again) I better get going because I leave in an hour and I am no where close to ready.-sarah

myPod

Well, I got an iPod nano (8gb) so I'm starting to learn how it works. Well, on Friday I went to an interesting (:P) doctor's appointment but on the plus side, I left math class. Kryster, I hope you remembered to hand that thingamajig in! Today I got back from a sleepover with Emma. I am totally wiped out but I would've thought I'd have more energy seeing as we ate healthy foods at three in the morning :P. Anyway see ya around! -sarah

Happy B.C.Day

Second freezingrainandallthatsnowday this week. I am quite enjoying the schooless-schoolweek although people I know cough*emma*cough are taking it forgranted. Anyway, I got a grad dress! I am excited despite the fact that I do not want to become an all-girly-look-at-my-pink-dress-girl. It is green, empire waste with rutching on the bust and black mesh over it. So it's green with black shimmerness. That is how it is going so far.-sarah
PS: B.C stands for Bus Cancellation.

full of eastern promise

Dunno what the title means but I read that line in a book so now it's on my blog :). I was soooo glad today was a snowday or should I say freezingrainwarningday. I wanted to see friends but also, I am willing to avoid school at all costs. Well, not all but close enough- I still like my friends enough to go though, if you think they're not the ones (metaphorically) dragging me there and back every day, five days a week then you are sadly mistaken. I wrote a crazy poem last night, I was on a roll! A cool term (other than ''The Toaster Effect"- Kysta you know that one)....drum roll...metal pinwheels. It refers to a razor or blade of any kind. I also have a new obsession -sorry PopTarts, I still love you- ELASTICS!!!1 I'm talking about the skinny, multicoloured ones that you can wear as bracelets. I only have one seeing as I happened to find one keeping a chip bag rolled up and stole it. If mom is reading this, my thievery is probably what led to the chips now being stale. Anyway if you need to give me a present no matter what the occasion, gimme an elastic I can wear on my wrist.:P PS: I already have a blue one, FYI.-sarah

10 things

I have had a messed up interenet connection so alot of things were unaccounted for or not recorded here so I'll do a 10things thing to fill you int! :) (Thanks for the idea, Erci)

1. I am not depressed. The title of my last entry was just for the attention so people'll read it and you should've noticed that my sad, crying face was winking- duh!
2. Friday was the best leap day ever!! It was also teacher slave day. Our english teacher whom we bought for a large sum of money talked in third person, rapped, sang the pokemon theme song dance-offed and excused us from writing in class for math because we need to save the ink trees and letting us sit in the hall during oral-tests in french class.
3. I am losing friends. Never knew it took a two week vacation to get ridda some o' your bestestest buds. Oh well, to keep a friend you have to lose a friend. :(
4. I made it into the musical!--Urinetown to be exact- I know, very unappealing name!
5. Krysta still hasn't found out that I am a chronic-major-super-duper procastinator. I mean SUPER DUPER and this is on the subject of our science fair project.
6. I just found unattractive pictures of me on Emma's website. Oh well, from that angle, everyone has two chins. Except Emma and everyone else in the picture but me. Keep 'em though, Emma because they're cute and I'm not caught on film often.
7. My lovesickness is dying down.--look for the hidden message- oh so emo!
8. I just figured out how to do html-ing
9. My new favourite food- and I mean FAVOURITE is pop tarts. Sugary-goodness-scrumptious-yummy-unhealthy treats are what I live for now...Kryster! Keep 'em comin'! :P
10. Last but not least, I HAVE FINISHED LULOO!!!! I know, big cause for celebration (celebration with poptarts) She's black&white but I put a little bit of colour in her rose, shirt, hair, eyes and lips, but just a little. According to mommy she (and this is an actual quote) "Looks kinda like a freakazoid sweetie." but I love her. I hope that giving her to my art teacher over March Break (the big M.B) will not give me I-don't-love-Luloo-any-more-because-I've-been-away-from-her-and-now-that-she's-back-I-think-she's-ugly syndrome- that happened to Luloo numero uno.
Anyway that is all for now. :)- sarah

depressed

Hm, well today I made sad pun-jokes about the villain in the novel we are doing a novel study on who is a giant brain. You can guess how that went. Today I am feeling blahhhh and I really hope I am sick for tomorrow- dress down day. I don't know why I hate it and why it always has to ruin my Fridays. ;'( winking sad face as in to say I am not really crying-sarah

Pengu, what have you done? You are much bigger around the upper part of you now!!-squak!

Vell I tried to sneak off into ze batsroom but I guess ze gods vere vatching and sent Kryster in after me, aftervhich I surrendered ze cutting apparatus :P. So today was a bummer-day, the longest day in history of grade 8 actually. People asked me, trying to be polite, "Are you emotionally down?" "Are you depressed?" and my favourite, "Why are you always tired?" hehe. The answer is no. Today I made a penguin on steroids out of those geometry painted-wooden-block things of yellow hexagons and green triangles that we've been using since kindergarten- don't ask. I have discovered that Emma has actually done well at her auditions- bummer (for me) and that Megan's not coming to our school next year and Kryster is sitting on the fence (metaphorically speaking- I'm talking about whether she'll come). That is life so far. LOL(meaning Lots Of Love)-Sarah

Hmph.

Well, I got back from a sleep-over birthday party with 10 other girls. I have homework but am so far doing a good job at not totally acknowledging it. I hope that tomorrow is bus cancellations or maybe I'll be sick- but not Leanne-sick. Emma has auditions tomorrow- good luck! I have nothing to say. Nothing that I would say in front of anyone anyway.-sarah

Kryster, your turn to cut me!

Heehee, so I have this cutting apparatus (actually a cheap geometry set compass) that I pretend to use for...what else? Emma gave me the idea by telling Kryster and I about this girl who was cuttin' away and tried to hide it with a napkin when Emma walked in on her (in the girls' bathroom). So my emo-ness was born. We (kryster and I) when everywhere with my little C.A. and I played (gently) tic tac toe with Eric on my arm with it. Then Adam wanted to play but he obviously didn't know it was sharp....ow. I also made the mistake of saying loudly (after scratching Kryster with it) ''OK it's your turn to cut me now!'' right as Mr. Maxwell walked by. Poor Kryster- Sarak

RRRAAAGHGHGHTTTRRRR(and other blender ice-grinding noises)

You may have heard wind of it and yes, it is true, I have a blender!!! Six speeds, stainless steel, heavy duty, Black&Decker, ice-crushing machine and it's mine! Muahahaha. I am glad that my new addition to my life has brough Eric happiness. I'm gonna be seeing someone every day this weekend but I feel like I just want to be alone yet with friends all at the same time. Oh, how so confusing. (I know I'm not making any sense.) Today's current life-chi-mood-energy-happiness-tranqulity report is...a 3/10. Not so great but I will make the best of it- who am I kidding? I'll feel sorry for myself-lol. And this goes to you, Eric, my wrists and arms are not razor kissed.-sarah

Operation V-Day

Well, the anxiety may have been unessecary(i can never spell that word)- V-day wasn't soooo bad. I wasn't inhumainely forced to dance with someone. I did dance with someone though, but a certain three friends won't drop it. I'm just happy that it's over. On the plus side- with V-day comes free hugs! I got a singing telegram- our vice principal singing "That's What Friends Are For"- thanks Leanne and Emma. Also, I successfully made V-Day gloomy...ish, it ended up being too much fun to be apetheicified. I mean, I got chocolate!-sarah

Valentine's Day Horror Approaching

I am very overwhelmed. Paranoid perhaps- mostly scared. But mostly mostly overwhemled. "Why" you may ask? Valentine's day. It's a day that strikes terror in a reasonable person's heart. It is a day full of crying in the girls' bathroom and being rejected. It's almost like a ritual (the heartbreak part) . Anyway, with V-day comes good things.....KRYSTA HAS FINALLY FOUND LOVE!!!1 Well not finally per se, but finally from our school. So now Krysta is no longer 'too good' for the grade-flunking, too-much-cologne-wearing guys at my school in the middle of nowhere. Me however, am too jaded for love. I tried explaining this to Emma's mom but she kept asking "How could you possibly be too jaded for love at your young age?" I will tell you how. But first, you need a box of Kleenex- not for you, crying over someone's life story whom you do not know would be creepy. For me. If you want part of my sobstory, go to 'sarah's world' at the bottom of my links. That is all for me. I need to mentally prepare myself for the V-day dance where I will be inhumainely forced to dance with someone against my will.-sarah

I am the Procrastinator (say it like when Arnold S. introcduces himself as the Terminator)

I hope Kryster does not find this post. I am supposed to be hard at work on my geography powerpoint. I hope she sees this later and will realize this is why I have been taking so long responding to her im's. Today, Jenna and Krysta were allowing me to be their friends :P (be happy Jenerous Jenna) -Sarah

LULU

OH AND I FORGOT TO SAY THAT I LOVE LULU. LULU IS MY BESTEST FRIEND WHO IS ALWAYS CRYING TEARS OF JOY THAT IS SEMI-RELATED TO ALICE FROM ALICE IN WONDERLAND AND IS MY BESTEST FRIEND. BY THE WAY SHE IS ONLY 2DIMENSIONAL (I DREW HER IN ENGLISH AND MATH CLASS)-SARAH&LULU

h3llo

Hmmmmm-mmmm-mmm. Life is super-duper except some exceptions. (hehe, I find the incessant use of the same 'root word' amusing). Anyway, today Eric is sick. Sick and wounded. Feel better Eric! For some reason, I am not acting my usual self, perhaps it is the no-name green tea I have been sipping. I figured I'd put one of my doodle-poems on here - for an anonymous friend's enjoyment (Krysta). Ahem-hm,
Here I am
Afraid to admit that I’ve lost again
Fingering the pieces in my hands
Of someone else’s life
Here I stand
Clinging, desperate, alone again
Staring at the mirror
And she said…
Now, by the way, a 'doodle-poem' is like doodling with words. This poem is not complete or revised, just found it on the side of a page in my math notebook. I really only put that there because I'm too occupied to actually write about my many(snicker) friends and this poem thingamabob takes up a lot of space- it looks like I've actually worked hard! sarah

hm

Hm. My procrastination has left me overwhelmed and in a feeling of deep despair (emoness lol). I have to work on my math project which is evidently not being done seeing as I'm on blogger.com. Well, I was planning on writing an entry for each one of my friends but I don't have the time right now. I will get to it though- I pwomise! I wish I could write more, I have so much to say inside me, but it can't be said with words- weird. toodle-doo. Sarah

Ma Rap!

K, for the talent show hosted by yours truly, me and Krysta will be doin' a kick....bum rap! I am the beep boxer sand she is the singer. We plan to be wearing baggy white stuff with bling and we'll be sittin' on the hood of an old ford in our music video. bum chih ba bum ba bum chih....The hole in my heart is gettin' biggah and biggah, please help me now befowe I pull da triggah(that word is cencored) bum chih ba bum ba bum chih- What?! everytime a butterfly flies away, my soul and ma life fade ta grey. bum chih ba bum ba bum chih- ouia (that's the french word for 'yeah). Anyway that is our rap. Me and Eric have developed a brilliant money making scheme in which we will have a cheap rip off of Star Wars' Chewbacca called....ChewIEbakka! Fantabulous, I know. Anyway, I had something to say before but I've forgotten it so toodles! -sarah

Boop boop di doop

I got back from auditions for a musical (Urinetown- ugly name, I know) and am now contently talking to Eric and waiting for Emma to call me back- ahem. Today Emma dumped Brad (who currently holds the shortest-relationship-with-emma record and has received the cant-be-more-of-an-asshole prize too) which took a turn for the worst but at least it's over. Krysta might just decide to stay with me at my Crapito School and Nicole's off to Toronto where the ladies outside the hotels are very...friendly. Tomorrow is pyjama day where I plan to purposely not match. Everything is fine today (for my mood-wise other than that today is a crappy day- no, I believe I have a lollipip in my bag, yay) Krysta is finally a crazy emotional poet (minus the crazy) and now I'm gonna go spend quality time with my brother watchin' youtube! ps if you're wondering if i actually made cake (as i said two entries ago) i did. and now it's gone. -sarah

La dida dida

Hm, I know I should be excited; teeming with anxiety and nerves and all for an upcoming musical audition. I know I should be going crazy right now. Unfortunately, that is not the case. The performance- although performing is my one and only- seems like a chore for some unknown reason. My friends are all fine, as far as I know and I am currently that 'Guitar Girl' in a band, "The Sweet Embrace (of death)'' and Sara in my own little Tegan&Sara. La dida dida. Pd Day tomorrow- yay.

i feel like.....cake

hmmm, well, my mood is currently swinging unusually high. emma et moi are planning a roswell watching marathon some weekend in the near future and me and my lovelie #3 are having our opinions changed quite drastically. i think i'll make cake.

progress report (copying friends)

just figured i'd go with the trend:

Grades: Green; 91
Relationship Status: Single (for eternity)
Friendships Status: Yellow (don't know where they went ;P)
Good Friendship Status: Yellow (who to trust?)
Family Status: Green
Attitude: Red; I have my (many) bad days
Family Relationship Level: Yellow (communication lacking)
Good Friend/ Friend Relationship Level: Green; i guess
Self-Esteem: orange, enough said
Control Over Emotions: Green-i'm better than you know

by doing this i have realized something, yellow is a funny word!
legend:
Green-A
Yellow-B
Orange-C
Red-D

blech (number 2)

Quite busy not being depressed and being amused by eric's edible pets comment in geography class-sarah

confusion

hm..feeling slightly confused. i dunno if i messed things up or what i did exaclty but...ahem, ''i sense a disturbance in the force'' (that's for you, eric) lol -sarah

feeling flippant!

well, i'm not sure if i'm tired or just blech- so i think i should go to bed but why exactly must i go? i have nothing exciting planned tomorrow. i have the weekend to look forward to, and that alone. oh well, i guess i got the winter blues, the dreary days and dark mornings have me down. i'm just waiting for this to end (school i mean).-sarah

oh, and also,

Happy Belated New Year!!!1

blech

well, i have returned from florida, and am busy moping around during the final hours of vacation. soon, i will be off to school and will have to wait until march break to have fun or freedom. on the plus side, i'm here with my friends. gosh, this is sooo depressing, just washing my uniforms reminds me of school and makes me feel slightly ill.-sarah