School's Out

As stated in my title, school is indeed out. But for some weird reason it's out too soon. I don't want to not see Emma at school for a whole year. I don't want to grow up and deal maturely with the responsiblilities that come with high school. I don't want to have summer now because it means my first few weeks will be uber-depressing. I'm not complaining =P. Anywho, on the plus side, the UnSpoiled One may have failed grade 8 and I will not see her next year. Anyway, while everyone was crying, and realizing that the goodbyes they were saying were goodbye-goodbyes I felt numb. No surprises. I actually walked away from my friends in distress and had no idea what I was doing. Now I understand what's going on and only now am I actually feeling anything. See ya. -sarah

The Country That Is Canada...

...is much too big. In some people's minds it's a great thing. Places to build housing developments and farms and preserve wildlife but at the moment, the fact that my native land is so big is the fact that is slowly driving me insane. Really insane. I may not know if a certain person on the other side of the country feels the same about Canada's hugeness, but I can safely say that it sucks. That it's not fair. For someone like me, actually admitting feelings to someone is a big accomplishment. In the case where it's the day before someone flies away (literally) it is a lot of anxiety. So now, I got a hug goodbye at lunch, but I want a thousand more. I spoke my mind yesterday, but I want a thousand days more to do that. A certain someone has left and because I am such and intimacy-phobe I have blown my chances and am swimming in regret. The one thing my scenario has going for it that it doesn't end the same way as Romeo and Juliet do...knock on wood. -sarah

Cinderella-Princess-Chocolate-Lollipops!

Well, I have been gone for a while, I know. For those of you who have faithfully checked regularly for updates, I have this to say to you- screw that- you've probably all stopped reading by now. Anyway, I have found a new passion within myself; Luloo. She has been neglected for months and she's not a novelty anymore. She's like when your baby alligator grows up and is too big to flush down the toilet so you're stuck with it in your closet. I still love her. I just want my skills to improve so I can improve her. News update: Sally likes axes (preferably in her head)! Talk to me for more. Sincerely us,
Sarah AND Luloo