1 Down...8 To Go..

So, today was opening night for Urinetwon, over 100 people came tonight and it went really well. Now I'm waiting to watch X-Files and too lazy to get up and eat something even though I want to. I don't really have much to say - COME TO MY MUSICAL YOU TARDS- so I'll say ciao for noe. Tiny Tom/Sarah

If You're Reading This

Sorry doesn't cut it, I know.
I'm guessing that letting you know I love you won't help either.
I know I don't understand.
I know I don't know what's serious or the big picture.
I know I couldn't have stopped it if I wanted to.
But I'm still sorry.
And I'm still thinking about you.

All the time.

If You're Out There Somewhere Reading This

I'm feeling sick from hyperventilating and crying.
I'm feeling sorry for everything.
I'm accepting your apologies.
I'm still here.
I'm not planning on going anywhere.
And neither should you.

I Kissed A Girl

Well not in the literal sense. But I happen to be listen to Katy Perry and wearing a Rammstein shirt. I'm sure that die-hard Rammstein fans would kill me but I'm too blissful for that. I feel happy...unusually. Despite the fact that I am talking to someone about something rather depressing and thinking about it too- but hey enjoy the weird emotional rollercoaster while it lasts. toodles -sarah

Na...na.na.na. NA NA. nanana!

If you are wondering about the incessent use of ''na" it's because I'm feeling musical. I am in a band. With a very dear friend of mine, Jeknna. She hits the drums and I pull strings on a guitar, in the end, we have "music". Anywho, reminder to Jeknna: practice! Reminder to moi meme: trouver some talent! So A Kersosene Doomsday is the decided name. Or Kerosene Doomsday. Technically it is undecided, but who cares! So this weekend some neighbourhood morons intend on paying me a visit. I must think of some cruel challenge I can give them so they can stay occupied while I lock all the doors. --endless and harmless fun/frustration for them & amusement and safety for me = None other than a win-win situation. Also, I go by Teagan now. If you blog readers care about my name change comment 3 times and I shall post about it. -sarah

BACK!

I was reading friends' blogs and that made me feel quite...separated.
All you guys are saying nice things about me..thanks, of course. I'm just sorry I've been distracted lately and that that has led to our drifting apart.
Jenna, I am so sorry to hear about your uncle. I'm here for you, remember that.
Krysta, now that I can climb the half-pipe, you owe me a trip to...DOWNTOWN LIMOGES!! =P
Eric, I have come up with a brilliant idea and that is that we can do an Otep cover on Sahara & Sally and put it on Youtube! (save the dread for later)
Emma, we must hang out sometime- well duh!
Anywho, I've just been feeling kinda sad that I've been outta the loop lately, without realizing it. -sarah

It'll Be a Long Summer

What can I say? I spent all year waiting for 'summer' to come save me. It's here now and I of courses do not feel "saved". Urinetown takes up a lot of time so hanging out is pretty hard. I just feel lethargic and melancholic. Summer is supposed to come when one needs it most, but I waited out the time of need and it is here and I have nothing to do...write more later...hopefully...-sarah