Hm,

So I walked around Hicktown. No one was out. I don't know why I was hoping to have people in my sights; Jason is the only person conversation-worthy and that makes me sad as he painfully reminds me of someone I won't name for a while and that whole situation. So while some people are off having fun doing pot and having parties- I assume, at least, that my fellow Hickfolk are having parties because there are so many parked cars- I am sitting around feeling monotonous. Crap, that word makes me sad. Hmph. So I went online and no one was on. So I watched TV...anywho, I fear that if I continue to type, I'll sound more and more like a character of Sylvia Plath's devising. Hmph. I miss..life? Or at least the happy delusion where I thought I had one.