The Country That Is Canada...

...is much too big. In some people's minds it's a great thing. Places to build housing developments and farms and preserve wildlife but at the moment, the fact that my native land is so big is the fact that is slowly driving me insane. Really insane. I may not know if a certain person on the other side of the country feels the same about Canada's hugeness, but I can safely say that it sucks. That it's not fair. For someone like me, actually admitting feelings to someone is a big accomplishment. In the case where it's the day before someone flies away (literally) it is a lot of anxiety. So now, I got a hug goodbye at lunch, but I want a thousand more. I spoke my mind yesterday, but I want a thousand days more to do that. A certain someone has left and because I am such and intimacy-phobe I have blown my chances and am swimming in regret. The one thing my scenario has going for it that it doesn't end the same way as Romeo and Juliet do...knock on wood. -sarah