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Gosh, even though I promised to never write about Emma again, I can't help it. I mean, I was doing some major cleaning in my room and found a note that was from her. It said "Emma says: Even though I don't know why I'm such a bad friend, I Love You Anyways." That was what ended our first fight (little did I know it was the beginning of a series) and I realized that when she said that I had been acting like a jerk because I was insecure and thought I was a bad friend to her and a bad person. I don't know how, but it turned into a totally accidental fight because I didn't want to say anything about how I felt and when I did, I exploded. Emma then said sorry, to make me feel better and she never did anything wrong. And I am very compelled to say sorry too. I mean, most of what I ''did'' was just rumors that people spread about me being mean and everything else was just mistaken as something offensive. I really want to say sorry to her but every one I talk to is telling me not to. I was reading through some old notes and other things of ours, like pictures of us and I realized how good of a friend she was. I mean, near the end, it was hard to tell becuase we kept getting into fights and had only a few days of peace in between. But before this year, we never fought we were tight. I really miss that. And if I try to plan on how to get that back I don't know if I'm just submitting to temptation or doing the right thing.oh, well, sarah - PEACE!