Hi. Well, usually, little fights end in 1-3 days. It has been a week and how much since the last entry? I'm guessing that this little 'spat' has no intentions of ending anytime soons which sucks because if it lasts until summer it'll only be intensified. That means no bff at my birthday, no fun trips to the beach, and a potentially awkward feild trip due to the fact that we might be rooming together? I just don't get it. I can't see why someone would just want to believe excuses when they're not even true. Why someone would make them up. I mean, I have alot of friends who are there for me, but most of them are guys, and I just can't talk to them like I can with a girl friend. What I also don't get it how can you "pity" someone and show empathy, yet "shun" them at the same time? What I also don't get is how so many people think I have "a worthless life"- I don't quite know how that works or what makes it worthless but it does. And obviously, according to a little birdie, a life of gossip and cliques is (worthful, I mean). That same little birdie however has been no help lately, his recent questions include "so, how hard is it for you making the transition form popular with popular friends to being unpopular?" and "by leaving you, your friend has literally blown in for you, hasn't she? she's blown everything for you?" those little balls of delightment didn't necessairily put me in a great mood. I will be popular (not that popularity matters) and I will learn how to look casual and dance at the SAME time at the school dances (long story, to summarize it, I just can't dance) tata tata tata! Sarah